SHATTER THE DARKNESS
THEOLOGY FOR THE THIRD MILLENNIUM
preemptive prophecy
There is a Biblical prophecy that foretells that the decadence of human sexuality will become so out of control that people will choose sexual addiction and perversion over a fear of hell.
Sexual addiction blinds reason and destroys the conscious, a searing of the mental and spiritual perceptions. It is useful in satanic ritual for drawing and transferring demon spirits.
It the coming course SEXUAL DECADENCE AND THE DECLINE OF MAN we will look at the sex o centric self destruction of the last days. There is a demonic use of sexuality that darkens the mind and brings spiritual attachment/addiction.
Prediction: The demonic realm will ramp up sexual decadence to bind and blind the souls of people.
2 Thessalonians 2:9-10 ''The coming of the lawless one will be in accordance with the work of Satan displayed in all kinds of counterfeit miracles, signs and wonders, 10and in every sort of evil that deceives those who are perishing. They perish because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. ''
Prediction: The demonic will so posses the sexual decadence of people that they will choose hell and the lose of immortality for their temporary fix!
Revelation 9:21 ''21Nor did they repent of their murders, their magic arts, their sexual immorality or their thefts.''
Revelation 7:4........''She held a golden cup in her hand, filled with abominable things and the filth of her adulteries. 5This title was written on her forehead:
MYSTERY
BABYLON THE GREAT
THE MOTHER OF PROSTITUTES
AND OF THE ABOMINATIONS OF THE EARTH.''
There is freedom for this decadence of addiction. Jesus can deliver and restore sexual beauty and sanity. More in the coming course .....
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Friday, August 3, 2007
My Jesus Light Story
Some one asked me in an email what I meant when I mention..."The Jesus Light". That was a long time ago when I first told the story of in the beginning and how this all started for me. I was also called a fruit cake by this person in a joking manner, oh well....C'est le vie.
I still have a long way to go, but the final destination of this journey will be worth it.
I forget that I am already up to 200 posts so for those who are interested here is the Jesus Light Story. FYI, My alters really hate this picture :)
Jesus Light
I began to write the other day about an amazing experience I had of an inner healing. I became a little sidetracked by my tree dream.....like Edgar Allen Poe once said...."Ah dreams, those little slices of death, how I loathe them".
This is really hard for me to talk about, and yet I want to tell everyone. I only told a few people, it seems someone questioned it. That's why I usually keep everything inside, people tend not to believe these things, and they do sound outrageous. I have deep trust issues so why put myself out there?
It was Dr. Joseph Mengele that once said QUOTE: The more we do to you, the less you seem to believe we are doing it. END QUOTE One thing that is drilled into victims is NEVER TELL, And so the spiraling cycle of silence begins, we remain quiet...most of us never tell, sometimes upon fear of death, fear that we will disappear and end up buried in some remote place where no one will ever find us. It was made very clear to me as a child that I could easily be taken out.
On to the experience, I suppose I should start at the beginning. I have always been told that healing occurs when the personalities integrate, I discovered that there is more than one way to heal.
I visited the organization Shatter the Darkness and was extremely nervous...not knowing what to expect. I believe that a few of my *not so nice* alters wanted a power contest. A charged amulet and a few other items that had disappeared months before when I tried to get rid of them magickly reappeared. I also lost time while there, still not sure what happened.
The first time I met with Dizdar and a few from his group I zoned out, kept drawing those damn eyes and a deeply rooted black tree while they were trying to talk to me. Everything from that day is very fuzzy. They were to get an early start around lunch the next day, but my voices said "No, it will not happen", I knew they were serious and indeed they were correct, someone could not make it. The visit was much later that night. In the meantime my insiders really wanted to go to a party that I was invited too, I always seem to attract trouble, but I managed to put the breaks on and stayed put.
When I finally met again with Shatter I had a difficult time. The one thing though that I would not have wanted to miss for all the world was very strange and powerful. Geez, this is so weird, someone is watching what I am writing at the moment, probably angry too.
Dizdar asked if there was any personalities there who would like to speak to him. A young girl spoke up, I was only recently aware of her, kinda shocked when I saw a girlish hello kitty email (in pastels..gross) she had sent to him before. I wondered what Dizdar thought when she told him in the email that he seemed kewl 4 an old dude! LOL
She is twelve years old, and come to think of it, she may be the reason I would get mad urges to buy Barbie Dolls, I have quite a few of them now. This night the child was scared, she did not want to be there anymore. Dizdar prayed that something, well, I faded in and out a lot at first so I cannot really remember exactly what he said, but basically it was that Jesus would help. I saw a beautiful column of gold and white light, it was thick, solid, and very warm. I was co-conscience at this point and I wondered.."Is this an illusion, what is happening?" I watched this light descend down from the heavens, Jesus was there, he came down in it, He was in the light and He was the light, and He shone as bright as the sun. I saw this little girl run to him, all the while smiling, she wanted to go with him. He reached down with open arms and held her in a warm embrace. Right after I witnessed this Dizdar asked the little girl what she saw, and told her what to expect, he was too late, she had already beaten him to it! She was there with Jesus. She said she wanted to go with him, so no one could hurt her anymore. And He carried her back with him, I now have one less voice. I think I was allowed to see this because if I had seen it after Dizdar spoke to the child, I may have doubted the experiance, thinking that the thought had already been planted in my subconscious mind.
OK people...here is the truth, I see the dead, there has NEVER been a time in my entire life that I have not seen the spirit world. I often wondered why and would ask myself and others what responsibility came with this. What debt did I owe to the Universe? Many people have asked for my help, I never charged and would give them messages that no one else could have known, specific detailed ones. I do not like the term medium but that is what I am considered, a medium and a channeler. Before this experience I thought my job on this planet was to help the trapped ones cross over, I would see a light, and help them to the this light. Often angels or their loved ones would meet them there, escorting them to the other side, many would thank me for getting their lost loved ones attention, I thought it was beautiful.
This light looked nothing like mine, it makes mine look cheap in comparison. The Jesus light was thick and had substance, mine was thin. My spirit light had its own light source but did not reflect. The Jesus light was brilliant, and lit everything in his path, even the smiling face of that little child. I could not stop saying ..."It is not the same light! It's not the same!" I was shocked. It would be hard not to believe Jesus is real after seeing that. The memory of that day brings tears to my eyes even now. I have been told before that I am star seed, I have felt that way before, as if I did not belong here. I wanted the Ancient of days, the ones who planted us here, to come back and fix it all, that is what I thought, and I often listened to the Indian prophecies and looked to the Mayan calendars. I think I saw the real one, the Ancient of Days.
Someone said the other day that because I am an extremely sensitive medium that I am possessed by ghosts, that is where all the voices are coming from, spirit attachments, not personalities. That I can convince them to leave and do a de-possession myself and practice more protection. I am not going to listen this time, and I do not want them to look at me as a medium anymore.
My journey has just begun, and I am sure I will screw up again, many on the inside and outside are angry now. The next personality was not so easy or beautiful, Dizdar was yelled at, had a few F bombs thrown at him, (trust me, I do not need any help with extra F bombs) in addition to an object being launched at his head. Jeez, he must like his job, that's all I can say. I did not realize what was happening until after the fact, I was very embarrassed. This ones job is to protect. She does not like men.
I know there is someone else here, but they are really dark and I do not know the name. I prayed while there. The night before I left they were all screaming at me, "What have you done, you stupid Bitch" They said they have to fix me when I get back, and they have tried, believe me, they have tried. My last night there I asked Dizdar to take the few objects one had brought with us, he was only too happy to oblige, and boy was this alter pissed. The objects were seen as belonging to them, not me. He left me with a few things to take back home.
I did not have the heart to tell the Shatter people that when I woke up besides me being bruised, nose bloodied, and headache, that one of the christian things was totally missing, and a christian music CD had been completely destroyed. I suppose it was revenge, take my things, I destroy yours. Found out a few days ago that it was especially made for me, he said he may try to make another since it was gone, funny thing is I never told him, Damn...someone told on me again.
Hades, it has taken me hours to write this. But I feel a little better now. To any reader who may come across this little blog, I know I sound like a fruit cake, well... sorry if I seem that way to you, however my story will not change, I could never in a million years forget that experiance. Many will think I am crazy, some will not. But be assured, there is a very real hidden world in the shadows, and many are those who live in it. Until another day...Maybe.
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